(From March 2nd)

Try as I might I just can’t find a funny moment from Mom these past 3 days. Yesterday was three year anniversary of Dads death. She has no idea the day, the week or the year we are living in, but she has askes me no less than 5 times a day where her husband is only to be told each and every time he died….Hard on both of us but tonight she finally cried when I said “I am so sorry Mom, I know how hard it must be” I hugged her and she said through her tears “No you don’t and I hope you never will.” And she is right again…. I never will. She believes that’s a gift and I envy her nostalgia of a 60 year love affair. Sometimes life sucks….